
Whattup
with me? I'm a
sophomore
in high school, and I coulda skipped a grade when I was 12,
but my Mom got real sick and I had to stay in the 'hood and take care
of
my Dad and two bros.
I'm the only girl in my family now, and it's way
hard.
I live in
Long Beach in a house that was built a long
time
ago. That was when my Dad says there were no black
people
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Dear
Diary,
I didn't get to go to my school's Home-
coming. Nobody
asked
me. What homie wants to hang with a chick who's 5'10" and wears a
bigger size Nike than they do?
Maybe
Michael
Jordan would (he's da bomb!). According to my Dad, the NBA will
never
be the same without him, but he and my brothers dig zoning out
watching
Shaq and Kobe playing b-ball in front of the tube. They never
come
to see me represent in the court....go figure.
My Dad
is tough.
He can, like, take out my older bros when they mess up, but I gotta
tell
you, I saw him crying yesterday. Yeah, can you believe?
He's got this weird-looking lighter he's had 4-ever, and a medal and an
ole photo of him and this white dude! And when he looks at the
picture
he lights up a joint and says, "I'll never forget you, Cowboy."
My Dad
says nobody
should forget. He says it every Veterans' Day.
Go figure.
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there's mostly black and Mexican kids. I'm learning Spanish
so I can help the little kids understand each other.
Everyone thinks I'm going to be a social worker or something, but I'm
totally
into being a model and I hope to play b-ball in college.I
have long black hair and
brown
eyes -- and I won't tell anyone what size shoe I
wear.
I won't get my learner's permit 'till after the
holidays
-- then my bros are gonna let me drive their cars!
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But
would you believe my Dad goes all postal when I talk 'bout
going
out with a white dude?
I'm
crushed on
this guy in my World History class -- Eddie. He's Italian
or
something, but I dig the way he, like, smiles at me. With
his
eyes, all dark and killer flirty.
'Course,
we've
never talked 'cept in class, but I know he likes me.
He
borrowed my
history notes and never gave'em back. I
bet he sleeps with them under his pillow....
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